I’m debating if I should quit seeing my therapist because of my new job which is a full-time day job but primarily during the weekdays. It’s nice seeing a therapist to talk about my life concerns but really despite seeing a therapist my life concerns are not going to go away. Plus, I really need to get my hours in and if I always take a day off one day every other week it will be harder for me to get all of my hours in. Unless my company can start finding me some hours on the weekends in order to make up the day I won’t be there since I will be meeting with my therapist or I just schedule my therapist early in the morning and then work a shift after my therapist appointments. I don’t know. I’ll have to wait and see what happens with that.

I just realized that Avon and their 5 ounces bottles of natural body wash is really expensive even when on sale for 1.99 a bottle. The reason I say this is when I’m not using the Avon bottles I am using Olay body wash (Luscious Embrace, Silk Whimsy, Cucumber Melon, and so on) which usually smells just as wonderful and you get 23.5 ounces for only 5 dollars. If I were to spend 5 dollars on Avon I would only get 10 ounces worth of product. It’s technically more beneficial for me to shop at Walmart and buy Olay then to buy from Avon as much as I love their variety of scents like Strawberry, Watermelon, Banana, Pear, etc.

I’m a great girl but all guys do is give me excuses on why they don’t want a relationship, why they don’t want to get married, and so on. It’s so frustrating and annoying.

I meet with my therapist tomorrow for my first real session of therapy. This shall be interesting. The main thing I just wonder so much about is how is a girl suppose to find a guy to date and potentially marry when very few guys actually take dating seriously and in such a way. Every guy I’m interested usually just want sex. Nothing more. I definitely need to find someone in the next two years.  I want to married by 26 at the latest. I’m currently 22. This needs to happen in order to have marriage and a family.